Se tenir Sur Mes Propres

See, I could play it off like I've been in a coma.  Or, perhaps I could spin a grand yarn about how I was holed up in a mexican prison.  I could even tell tales about winning the lottery and taking a spontaneous trip to a tropical paradise, sipping fruity drinks out of coconuts.  B...

I am a big chicken. That is all.

Ten Things I Wish I Could Say to Ten Different People Right Now: 1. You are one fucked up individual.  What you did to me when I was a kid sucked, and I really hope you pay for it someday 2. You need to move on.  I am over you, and although i care, I…

I am going to lose my mind, I am so frustrated right now.  I am exactly one week away from her leaving, and if it was tomorrow it wouldnt be soon enough.  She and her sickly sweetness, and her sincere bullshit.  I dont want it.  It exhausts me, and makes me feel bad.  I s...

Yes, I do.  But I decided that I'm not going to anymore. love you, or anyone. One little syllable off by her, and I rethink everything.  I take it all back, and decide it is just all too frightening. but you wont detect that in my voice  

It is only fitting that the sequel to last late summer should also end on the train platform... ____________   It was 7:45, and I stood there, on the corner of Allen and Stanton waiting to see her car.  She had called to tell me she was running late, and it only compounded my growing&he...

Well I am swimming in your seas and in your ocean, I can feel the way you come and crash in to me... me: lol you smelled really nice, and it was sweet that you walked me to the platform.  I had a stupid smile the whole way home. her: yeah?  well, it's a shame…

So, I made plans with jamie, and was supposed to meet her in the city tonight, Unfortunately, I failed to realize that there is like no way possible for me to get home. fuck!

So, she offered me a ride to the train. *eg*  

I was exhausted from the heat and your persistence.  For the 89345728346093485th time, I said no, but lacked the commitment to follow it up.  I just didnt care anymore. I dont feel used, just numb.  You have to get out, because I cant worry about your feelings anymore.  You as...