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I am on my way to work, and I really feel like I'm going to be sick. Work has been crazy lately, what with the economy being shitty, and my boss has been a real gem. We already got cut to 4 days a week, a reduction in pay, not workload. My boss persists in…

the complete lack of money in my life right now is really beginning to get old.  I cant hide much longer the complete duress that I am in.  If something doesnt change soon, I'm going to be completely screwed. Sure, I could ask her.  But how? This whole situation without money, not ...

My goddamn worthless piece of shit ex husband didnt file his taxes.  Why? Because he knows anything he gets goes to his CHILDREN because he is too WORTHLESS to pay child support. I'm really glad you had the "good luck" to have a disabled child with a woman who died and so now you d...

So, between work, and my occupied weekends, I have been far too busy to update lately, and for that I apologize. Everything is wonderful.  I'm moving to Long Island, and eventually back to FL. I miss my jamie, and I'm going to meet her in the city today.  And you should listen to J...

Promises... Of course, I have to keep them.  I swore this time, I wouldnt stop writing, and after spending the night looking back through my diary, i felt compelled to do so. I often save things, conversations, txt messages...I saved this conversation from Easter (an excerpt):   &n...

Seems like a thousand. Please, someone make me stop being neurotic.

*deep exhale* She finally left last night right around midnight. The happenings of the last week seem so surreal and unbelievable.  I have looked back through my diaries, and my music.  Dates marked by songs that she sent me.  May 12th 2007: "We Belong Together" (Gavin De...

I am a master of music and words.  I played this song, and wrote upon her hot skin with my mouth.  She breathed my breath until late into he night, and luckily she knows how to read.     Music Playlist at MixPod.com  

I played the music softly, and we lain together, heartbeat to heartbeat.  Profound kisses punctuated the verses we shared, while we breathed the scent of us.  Woven fingers gave shelter as skin begat skin, in a warm moment's birth.  Hours passed in that place where we tangled limbs...

In seventeen hours, everything that we have said for the last week will be real. I find myself unable to sleep.