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Please just hold onto me when I come home. Silence the thoughts in my head before they have a chance to roam. I’ve been gone away what feels like all day. Working and trying to keep my troubled thoughts at bay. It’s easy to get lost in the mundane, but when I time out for…

I’ve lost weight and I paint my face, but what difference does it make? In your eyes I see the hate, and resentment for me. Is the very best of who I am enough to drown out the worst? I’m too afraid to ask. Too scared that the truth is gonna hurt. It pains me that…

A ghost of myself has walked with me, she told me all the things I thought I wanted to hear. “He is just trying to hurt you. He wants to punish you. You’re better than this. I will be your wall and make this burden easier to bear.” A specter of myself stood in front…

Most of the time you’re away I’d wish you come around.                                        You say things that make me doubt you,              but to no one else can I be bound. Push me…