When a door closes... A window

Yes, I know I am being a tad over dramatic, and thats a understatement. But I m fighting a severe depressive spell and what does it fucking matter how I deal with it? Im sorry. Im fucking done. Im done with the holidays. Im done with people trying to tell me Im being over dram...

              Amanda Eckert | Create Your Badge Date was cancelled for tonight. He is sick. Whatever. Im too fucking frusterated, and teary eyed, to write anymore...

We have internet at the house now. My levels were 1.1 yesterday. Meaning I won. What, you ask? A lifetime of Lovenox shots! Sweet! *sarcasim if you cant tell.* Im seeking a second opinion. Its been snowing, horribly, for three days. Yes, I have made it to work. Am ta...

Really fast, letting you all know, we are moved. However, my internet connection is crap at best, and so my updating/ reading/ noting may be slow... They are coming in Tues morning to connect the internet and cable, so once its connected, it will be better.   I love and miss you all. Il...

              Amanda Eckert | Create Your Badge I must admit. I am EXAUSTED, Three days worth of packing. And tomorrow, moving. *Sighs*  Current leasing office is giving me a hell of a time... Im so tired of this bs.... James is unsure. ...

              Amanda Eckert | Create Your Badge So, I only have a moment of energy... my levels are critically low, once more. 1.1. My doc is stunned.... I am at a loss. I dont know what to think anymore... *Sighs*  Sat is the offical mo...

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Hey kids. Day started off rough, let me tell you. I woke up at 615. Sponge Bob was playing on the TV. I knew something was wrong right that moment. Then I looked at my clock again. Wait, 615??? Shit. I was susposed to be up at 515 for a shower, and get James ready,…

Snow, snow and more snow... and still going strong! This is day two, of being locked in the house... Yay us. LOL. Its supposed to let up tonight or tomorrow.....Maybe.