blah. . .sean. . .blah

you walked in the door and i was walking through the house brushing my teeth. you smiled and made me blush. i ran to the bathroom feeling thoroughly embarassed. i came back and you were still smiling. i sat at the table in the chair to your right ‘happy birthday’ you said as you smiled. i smiled back ‘thanks’ we talked about nothing for a while. i noticed you were wearing glasses this time. i hadnt seen you with glasses before. i liked it. we talked in the loud crowded room. i managed to push everything out. until they told me it was time to sing happy birthday. my family crowded around and you got up to move. i told you i wanted you to sit by me. you lit the candles on my birthday cake for me. and you happily joined in on the ‘birthday song’ i laughed and smiled as i looked around the room. then looked to you and caught you smiling and blushing a bit. i closed my eyes and blew out the candles. i wonder if anybody knew what i wished for. i think you might’ve. i served you and i each a piece of cake and we sat in the living room watching ‘cops’ as you made me laugh by singing the theme song. ‘bad boys bad boys, whatcha gonna do, whatcha gonna do when they come for you’ i was nervous i was hoping to get to spend more time with you that night so i was relieved when i was invited out with you guys. you agreed to ride with me in my car. i was afraid i would wreck i was so nervous for some reason. the windows were all frosted over and we could barely see. we were joking as we both looked to the middle of the window. laughing at how close we were and how dangerous this was. we got to my aunts house and immediately went downstairs with my cousins. as i sat on the little couch you didnt hesitate to sit beside me. you and kelly were making us all laugh. rapping to dr. dre. stuff i hadnt heard in years and was surprised how you two knew every single word. we finally made our way upstairs and we sat down to watch a movie. you sat next to me. then you claimed you couldnt see the tv very well and when my aunt suggested we move the couch slightly you said it was fine and just scooted closer to me. the movie was dumb but its ok because i dont think anybody was paying much attention to it. i know i wasnt. sunshine was making us laugh singing ‘jingles’ she just made up for your new company. my legs were crossed towards you and you leaned closer to me and you wrapped your arm around mine. after the movie we got up to leave. you hugged me and told me happy birthday. we walked outside with my cousins. we sat and talked next to the ‘DEA’ car. and you told me how much fun you had and how you were looking forward to hanging out again. you leaned in and i thought you were going to hug me and kiss my cheek again. to my surprise you kissed my lips softly and i kissed you back. im sure i was blushing terribly. especially when you kissed me several more times. mouths slightly open, soft gentle kisses.