crotchlings

haha thats what jason calls little kids. because they come from the crotch. he cracks me up. buahahah. oh by the way jason is kelly’s stepbrother. he is also seans ex girlfriends brother. so he lives with sunshine and sean and all them too. he’s so much cooler than sean though. boo on sean. too bad sean is a lot sexier than jason. i hung out with jason the other night a bit, for some reason. probably ‘cuz i thought it would make sean a bit jealous. i kinda think it did. im so mean and evil. oh well. but actually jason is really funny i’d hang out with him again just for good laughs. sunshine was in town last night (i say ‘in town’ because they live live on a farm in a junction about 20 miles out of town) ‘cuz she had to pick jason up from rehab at like 9pm so she had time to waste so she came and hung out at our house. i love her soooo much. she’s so funny and beautiful. we’re going to eat at quizno’s when it opens here finally!!! we’re excited. we were talking about when we went to the bar in pinedale and how fun it was and we watched some tv together. we were hysterical and my parents thought we were crazy. we were also talking about jason and his crotchling story and how he catorgarizes kids into the crotchling area. he also has this shirt it says ‘kill the kids’ or something crazy like that, it was funnier than just that. but the point is he is very amusing. and i dont know why i was rambling about jason. anyway she was telling me about how sean pisses her off and how stupid he is. but i kind of think that she is just saying those things to make me feel better. *tear* i love my sunshine anyway though. she’s the best. oh last night i ended up going shopping. it was great. i bought a new black tank top. then i bought some new underwear, they’re lace and see through and are pink and blue and yellow with little tiny flowers all over them. and its a thong and it has a matching little tank top to go with it. i love it. its so sexy!!! i also bought some new shoes. they didnt have the ones i wanted but i ended up getting these really cute red and black vans. which is cool ‘cuz now i can get back into skateboarding. i completely ruined the other shoes i used to wear for that. i havent attempted to skate in soo long. i basically have always sucked at it but its fun to play 🙂 i remember when i first started skating i would only go to the skate park really really late at night/early in the morning (like 3am) ‘cuz i sucked so bad and didnt want anybody to see me fall. haha. but i got better and had a few boyfriends who taught me a little bit. bill and zach basically. so i dont completely suck anymore. well i do now im sure since im out of practice. anywoo the point is i have new skating shoes!!! woo hoo for that. i had some crazy dreams last night. i actually think it was one big long confusing one. first of all me and sunshine got a huge apartment together in some big city ‘cuz we had lots of money and we went shopping everyday. and then we came back to our town for some sort of family get together and sean was there. just by himself ‘cuz kelly and sunshine and jason werent there. but me and sunshine came back and sean was there hanging out. so for some reason i ended up babysitting this little girl and me and sean were giving her alcohol to make her go to sleep so we could hang out. yeah that was weird. then me and sean were watching a movie and cuddling on the couch with all the family around. apparently nobody cared i liquored up a baby. then this crazy girl that i know came in and she started yelling at me for making phone calls to her cell phone harassing her because she kicked ryan out of her house a while ago when they were dating. and i didnt do it so i was pissed off and that made sean mad ‘cuz she was mean to me. then me and sean left and were driving around at like 2 in the morning and we saw sunshine driving home ‘cuz now apparently we dont live in a big city apartment anymore. and i asked him if he wanted me to catch her so she could take him home but he said no and that he wanted to stay with me. then i woke up. what a crap dream. i dislike sean a lot!!! i dont want to dream about him anymore. besides that would never happen ‘cuz he’s crazy. oh and i would never liquor up a baby. all right im done i have to go do stuff and get ready for work tonight. random song quote of the day: song: rough draft artist: yellowcard quote: ‘im finding my own words, my own little stage. my own epic drama, my own scripted page. i’ll send you the rough draft, i’ll seal it with tears. maybe you’ll read it and i’ll reappear. from the start it was shaky and the characters rash, a nice setting for heartache where emtions come last. all i have deep inside, to overcome this desir, are friendly intentions and fair weather smiles.’