god i am never around….boo hoo

bad news……derek is….oh god this sucks…..so embarassing…..so sad…..in jail. yeah. freakin a right. but it was for a warrent he had about 2 years ago and he finally went to court and all that b.s. for it and yeah they were pissed so he is in jail for 30 freakin days. damnit im so mad!!!!!! im sad actually. 30 days!!!! no derek for 30 days….boooooo hooooooo i guess tomorrow is visiting day though so i guess im going to see him then. oh yeah and the jail he is in is an hour and a half away. just to make the situation a little bit more suckier. ahhhhhhh fuck. i’ve been crying all day. finally i meed a decent awesome, sexy, funny, just perfect guy, who isnt addicted to drugs…and they put him in jail. how crap is that. very crap, thats how crap it is. 30 freakin crap days. its ok because after this there will be no more worries about that situation. it will be taken care of. he’ll probably have to look for another job but thats ok there are a lot of jobs. oh yeah we just moved into our new house on new years weekend and its cool. would be cooler if he wasnt in jail. ahhhhh fuck. i have to work tomorrow so i better get home to bed and rested up so i can drive my depressed little ass an hour and a half to see my boyfriend for 20 minutes after i work a 9 hour day. kick ass….kick freakin ass….ahhhhh fuck…