good blahs and bad blahs

ok i have this guy who kinda started stalking me this weekend. the whole situation is really long to explain but the short not makey any sensey version is like this. . .he apparently saw me at work, somehow asked around about me and found out a bunch of stuff, like my parents home number, where they live, what i drive and my cell number. its kinda scary. he actually told me his real name though, which is weird. i looked up his name in our work computers and this guy actually exists (for about a day me and derek and josh thought he was just fucking with me) so this guy is for real. so i asked my boss and the lady i work with if anybody called or came looking for me. my boss ends up getting in this conversation with me about it all. and completely pisses me off. asking me shit like who did you give your number too. or you know how guys talk about some girls. and then he proceeds to ask who the guys that come in to work all the time are. which they’re josh, jason and derek. and he asks if they’re old enough to go out drinking. and i said yes but they dont. so my boss continues to piss me off by saying my boyfriend probably goes to the bars i just dont know it and he probably met some guy there and your name came up thats how this scary guy got my number. yes yes like my boyfriend meets random guys and gives them his girlfriends phone number in bars that my boyfriend doesnt go too. ok this all pissed me off but i know it isnt true. but i am still scared of this stalker guy right?!?! ok so i talked to derek last night and i told him everything. he was PISSED. wanted me to walk out on my job right then. he was like you dont need that shit and neither do i michelle. that was completely out of line to say. and he wanted me to quit and told me i could take the rest of the summer off and he’d pay for my car payments, my furniture payments, and my cell phone for the rest of the summer and i could go down and stay in utah during the weeks with him. he was furious. he doesnt like me being here now especially with this guy around and people saying dumb stuff like that about me. so he asked josh to take care of me the rest of the week and wanted him to come down and pick me up from work and all that stuff too. so after we worked out that i was gonna find a new job first then put in my two weeks notice and take some time off. but he was still pissed. so after that conversation i ended up telling him something else someone said about me. it wasnt really a bad thing though. i talked to the lady i work with and she was like have you talked to kara lately (kara is a lady that rents movies we both know) and i was like no why. and she goes well she asked me yesterday if you were pregnant because aparently you looked like you were ‘glowing’ the other day. so i told derek and he goes ‘michelle, havent i been asking you that for the last week’ and im like yeah i know derek’ but its so weird i had completely convinced myself i wasnt because i dont think i am, but its hard to keep thinking that when everybody around you thinks you are. so now we get to take a pregnancy test this weekend. . .and derek is SO excited.