guess who michelle got to suck face with??

oh uh huh i sure did. . .anyway i went to the studio after work today corey was gone and i thought ryan was alone so i knocked and garrett opened the door and it freaked me out because his truck wasnt there but i was very surprised and happy that i got to at least look at him tonight. anyway ryan, garrett, and me were hanging out and drove around for a bit then ryan left for a while and me and garrett stayed at coreys and we were looking at pictures of hot half naked girls on my phone and it was wonderfully fun. then we were talking a lot and he said something about how he knows a lot of girls that do drugs and that hes sorta glad i dont do them because ‘he’s seen a lot of girls get messed up on stuff, even the beautiful ones like me’ well something like that i dont know how it really went i just know he thinks im beautiful. . . 🙂 anyway so we decided that we were hungry and left to get something to eat and we were gone for a really long time *wink wink* and we think ryan is mad at us because we were gone so long and he wasnt at coreys when we went back so we both just went home. i know ryan gets jealous easy even though he’s told all his friends that we are ‘just good friends’ on several occasions and even told shawn and garrett that he didnt care if they flirt with me and stuff.. but he still gets jealous, i dont get it. what the hell am i supposed to do wait around forever?? NO!! and im not going to either. . .and ok granted liking all of his friends isnt the smartest idea. . .but garrett is the only one of his friends i’ve ever ever ever done anything with. so anyway garrett is really sweet. . .like the sweetest guy that i’ve hung out with that knows ryan. he was opening all the doors for me and he told me i was beautiful and my hair looked nice and offered to buy everything and was super polite. i wasnt expecting him to be like that at all i thought he would probably be a dick. but he’s not. oh and his all time favorite band is 311. . .now thats the icing on the cake right there. so yeah we sucked face and did some other stuff in my car it was pretty hot and heavy. so i know we probably wont end up dating or anything but this could be a cool relationship no matter how it ends up being. lets all just hope ryan doesnt kill us both when or if he ever finds out about our little tryst in the back seat.

random song quote of the day:
song: river below
artist: billy talent
quote: ‘i’m sick and i’m twisted, i’m broke and you can’t fix it’