i saw my sean today!!!!

yesssss i did!!! hehe woo hoo. god im such a nerd. i cant help it. he makes me happy. mmmmmhhhmmmm  yeah anyway today was nice ‘cuz basically i didnt do anything. i actually layed around in bed all day until about hmmm 4. and i only got ready because i had to go to my uncles if i wanted dinner tonight. so we went over there and he made beer roasted bbq chicken. it was delicous. oh man i was in heaven. best chicken ever. yeah then my mom made peach and cherry cobbler for dessert. so im really glad i got ready and went over there. oh yeah and because sean and kelly just happened to stop by on their way home from a job. so sean was there when i got there. YAY!!! ok so my parents know about the sean and me situation but im not really sure who else knew. i mean i kinda figured that nobody really knew about us. maybe sunshine and kelly. but anyway i walked in and without even thinking i walked over to him and hugged and kissed him and seriously right after we kissed i was like thinking to myself ‘i really dont think anybody knows about us’ and i swear after that everybody in the house was completely silent. i think we shocked them all. haha!!! well they know now i guess. i dont think sean cared he hugged and kissed me back and just smiled!!! awwww yay!!!! so yeah we hung out and all ate dinner and me and sean were just sitting together the whole night just talking in our own little world. i think it seriously shocked the family. i mean its not like we’re serious or anything but i think the situation is just kinda different than we’re all used to. but its fun and seans hot and sweet and really really really delicious. . .mmmmmmmm anyway so yeah sean and kelly were getting ready to leave ‘cuz sean was super tired. they’ve been working basically this whole week straight and they have to go out at 6:30 in the morning again. boooohoooo *sniffle sniffle* and anyway they were getting ready to leave and i walked outside with sean and we talked a bit and made out a bit too *grin* and all that good stuff and when i walked back in everybody was just looking at me and they were all quiet. it was a little embarassing because i think they all wanted to know what the deal is but im not telling anybody really what the deal is. ‘cuz right now its just a thing we’re doing. and i’ve been sooo good this week about not freaking out about him not being around or calling as often as i think he should.  god im rambling i need to stop. haha i cant sean makes me ramble and happy and silly and he turns me on a lot too but thats besides the point. . .ummmm yeah. so my mom decided to tell my aunt and uncle about the situation with the russian guys last night and i was all embarassed again because my uncle thought this was the funniest thing ever. but my aunt works graveyard shift as the motel desk clerk at the hotel we firgure they were staying at and my aunt was like ‘yeah we do have a big group of guys from turkey staying at the motel. they’re working here for a while. i checked them in the other day’ then she looked at me and was like ‘some of them are gorgeous’ haha it was so funny so yeah they’ll be in town for a while maybe i need to hang out with some hot european boys. they probably want some cute girl to show em around anyway 🙂 bahahah im happy. grrrrr cheetah!!! the only thing that could make this better if sean was in my bed right now. not even just so we could bone. i’d like it if he was just alseep in my bed with me. he told me the other night how he wishes he could come sleep at my house and he wishes they didnt live so far out of town ‘cuz he could be over here all the time just so he’d have someone to be next to at night. awwwww what a cutie huh!?!?! he also asked that if next time he’s on call and he gets a job he just needs to run something out to a location if he could call me so i could go with him. and i told him of course. that would be fun. just take a 2 hour drive out to the middle of nowhere to drop off a part or tool or something then get a motel in some little town and come home in the morning. and stan would pay for it all and i’d get to be with sean all night!!!! but he just got off his turn on call now he’s just working straight!!! oh oh oh but my dad was talking to kelly tonight and kelly said that stan would probably let my dad do part time on the weekends and stuff because they’re getting so busy and sean and kelly are having a hard time doing it all and having lives so that would be cool!!! yay again!! but anyway next weekend there is a wrestling tournament that sean will probably go to if he’s got the day off and then easter he’ll probably be at my aunt and uncles so we might get to hang out next weekend. god i started rambling again. im gonna go and freak out and jump on my bed and all that jazz. hehe sean says that all the time ‘all that jazz’ along with pirate talk. oh god im freakin’ obsessed. hahahahahaha. . .sean. . .mmmmmmmm i just reread that and im a nerd cuz its all about sean except for like 4 sentences about random russian guys. hahahaha ok im done. . .

random song quote of the day: (gotta do the whole song again)
song: like a virgin
artist: madonna
quote:
I made it through the wilderness
Somehow I made it through
Didn’t know how lost I was
Until I found you

I was beat incomplete
I’d been had, I was sad and blue
But you made me feel
Yeah, you made me feel
Shiny and new

Like a virgin
Touched for the very first time
Like a virgin
When your heart beats
Next to mine

Gonna give you all my love, boy
My fear is fading fast
Been saving it all for you
’cause only love can last

You’re so fine and you’re mine
Make me strong, yeah you make me bold
Oh your love thawed out
Yeah, your love thawed out
What was scared and cold

Like a virgin
Touched for the very first time
Like a virgin
When your heart beats
Next to mine
Oooh, oooh, oooh

You’re so fine and you’re mine
I’ll be yours ’till the end of time
’cause you made me feel
Yeah, you made me feel
I’ve nothing to hide 

Like a virgin
Touched for the very first time
Like a virgin
When your heart beats
Next to mine

Like a virgin, ooh, ooh
Like a virgin
Feels so good inside
When you hold me, and your heart beats, and you love me

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Ooh, baby
Can’t you hear my heart beat
For the very first time?

haha dig this song, it should be my song dedicated to sean. . .bahaha