i’ll be the one to save us all

muahahahahaha i really dont have anything exciting or important to say. im bored thats all. lets see what can i ramble about today. ummmmm oh last night at work was really cool because we were soooo slow. there are 2 bars on either side of where i work so the streets were all packed and people were everywhere. everywhere but my store thank god. so all i did was watch the drunk people walk around and get arrested and then i watched a movie. it was like the easiest money i’ve ever made. . .well not really but it was basically a waste for me to be there. except for the fact that i got some good quality entertainment. yeah!! meh oh next wednesday after i get off work im going to take a 3 hour drive down to utah to stay with the guy i’ve been seeing from out of town. im really excited ‘cuz im gonna stay 2 nights down there instead of just one like last time and the time he came up here to see me. so i cant wait for that. its gonna be cool ‘cuz on thursday i’ll be there basically all alone ‘cuz he has to work so we’re staying in this really nice hotel and im just gonna hang out there all day in the jacuzzi and then go to the mall where he works and it’ll be fun just to have absolutely do nothing all day. i’ll be far away from home so i wont have anything to worry about except spending some time alone!!! cant wait for that!!! last night i went to bed but i was still expecting a phone call so i layed the phone on my pillow right next to my head and turned the ringer up all the way. . .and i still missed like 4 calls!!! it was crazy i woke up this morning my phone was all like you have 4 new voicemail messages you missed 4 calls. i was pissed. i cant believe i slept through all of them. gahhh!!!! so anyway i have a new celebrity crush. i like change my celebrity every week lately. first it was bryan fuller. then it was tim o’connor. and today its going to be ryan gosling. he’s been in movies like remember the titans and he was actually the star of the notebook. i think he’s ugly in every single movie he’s been in. i just never ever thought he was all that sexy. until last night. i watched “the united states of leland” i thought it was the best movie. i really loved it and i thought the guy playing the main character was soo hot so i looked up who it was and it was ryan gosling. he looks way different in this movie though. . .look!!!

these are the best pictures i could find online. but if you watch the movie like every other scene he’s just like gloriously hottt!!!! ahhhhhh *drool*

random song quote of the day:
song: the used
artist: all that i’ve got
quote:
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn’t even scream fuck me

*that song really kicks ass. . .go listen to it. . .now!!!!*