oh baby!

work blows. ok it wasnt too bad today it actually went by really fast. i just wish i didnt have to work. but dont we all. oh and tomorrow after work im going to take a 2 hour drive down to see that guy i was with all this weekend. then i’m coming home thursday afternoon ‘cuz i have to work thursday night. but it should be fun. im excited. hmmm i had more stuff to write about before i started writing. now i seem to have forgotten it all. boo. ummmmmmmm oh well. anyway i should do my laundry tonight. im such a slacker. i just dont wanna though. laundry is sooo boring. i wish i remembered what i was going to write about. OH OH YEAH!! k i remember now. the other night i ran into this guy that i’ve known for like at least half my life. he’s a year older than me. i think we’ve always had on and off crushes on each other since we’ve known each other. and the other night when i saw him i just kinda realized my crush has sort of came back. he’s really adorable. and he’s very shy. we used to walk to school together in junior high and he was always so sweet and polite. during those few years is when we got the closest. we are not close at all and hardly ever talk anymore but when we do see each other around he always makes it a point to come up and have a conversation with me. but i have a dilemma. i dont know what to do. i want to maybe go out on a date or something but im having the hardest time just going up to him or calling him and asking. i dont know why though. im usually not a chicken like this!!!! im just dumb thats all. i’ll work on my issues and hopefully within a few weeks i can get over being scared and like talk to him about it!!! anyway i was watching viva la bam last night and there was this pro skater on and his name is tim o’connor and he’s really really really sexy. look!!!!



yeah he’s yummy. . .*drool* all right im done for now. i have to go make dinner. and do laundry *puke* and get a bag ready for tomorrow night since im leaving directly after work. so yeah peace out!!!
random song quote of the day:
song: nazi halo
artist: jack off jill
quote: ‘bring your IQ and try to understand just cause im listening, dont mean we’re still friends. can’t fix my problem, you crossed a thin line, you cant just work it out, not with me this time.’