sssssshhhhh. . .sean is asleep in my bed!! *edit*

i just had to update real quick ‘cuz i havent in a few days and i have a few minutes since sean is asleep in my bed and im too drunk to be tired. yes thats right i got drunk in the middle of the day and im not the one who’s passed out. he is. but im glad he is. for reasons i cant explain but he’s doing great. well i gotta go cuddle. i’ll update this later. peace out. . .

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growl im back, sleepy and horny and waiting for the return of my sweet. hehe that was funny. seans coming back to stay with me tonight. yipee. he’s been with me for nearly 12 hours straight so far today. well except for now ‘cuz he’s gone for a little bit. we’ve been being silly all day. he came and picked me up and we got some liquor and he made me drinks. and im such a lightweight so i was so drunk this afternoon. it was insane. oh but we did drive out to where he lives. 20 minutes away. and i’d never been there before and he thought that was crazy ‘cuz my cousins live out there and everything so he’s like ‘you NEED to feed the chickens’  ‘cuz its like a chicken farm basically. so im like i dont wanna feed the chickens ‘cuz the roosters are going to attack me. i’ve heard some crazy stories from sunshine about the attack roosters. so we pulled up to the chicken coop and the freakin roosters are all pecking at the tires. so because sean digs me so much and i begged he let me get out of feeding those chickens. i mean its not feeding the chickens that im freaked out about. i used to feed chickens all the time when i was little ‘cuz we lived on a farm. but we never had killer roosters. so we left and driving back into town i was soooo wasted. so we got home and i was drunk, he was buzzin, we both got a little bit stoned, and he was tired so he crashed then i crashed right after him. my parents were all like thinking we were nuts ‘cuz they got home from work and we’re obviously messed up and crashed out at 5:30pm. hehe it was fun though!! so we sobered up and watched tv. then we went and got some movies to watch and let all my co-workers drool over him for a bit. hehe i keep bragging how awesome he is so everybody wanted to meet him. so we got movies and went to my aunt and uncles house to hang out with my cousin. that was awesome. its weird now that im getting more serious with sean. my family still hasnt grasped the concept that we’re ‘together’, still not dating. but more serious than just seeing each other. now we’re ‘together’ who knows how many more classifications we can go through before we start dating. i think im handling this situation with him soo good. i havent freaked out over anything lately. i think this is working. so woo hoo!!!! hehe growl i need to sleep a bit before he gets back ‘cuz im sleepy and if he comes back i’ll be all sleepy and delirious and he’ll think im crazy. well i am crazy, but he knows that. and he’s crazy and i know that. i think the craziness is working for us. so wooo for being crazy. . .or something. . .

random song of the day: (freakin’ awesome song, listen to it!!)
song: freakish
artist: saves the day
As I’m talking my words slip to the floor
and they crawl through your legs and slide under the back door
rendering me freakish and dazed.
Well here I am. I don’t know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you’re around me to shut me out.
So I’ll go walking through the streets until my heels bleed
and I’ll sing out my song in case the birds wish to sing along.
And I’ll dig a tunnel to the center of the universe.
Well here I am. I don’t know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you’re around me to shut me out.
I’ll make my way across the frozen sea, beyond the blank horizon,
when I can forget “you and me” and get a decent night’s sleep.
Well here I am. I don’t know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you’re around me to shut me out.
Don’t shut me out.