your mom goes to college

derek is gone again for the week. im just at my moms trying to reorganize the computer and get some of my things off of it that dont need to be here. i am quitting my job, my last day is the 30th. everybody is pissed at me about it. derek wants to go on a rampage and off everybody i work with for being mean to me yesterday. well they were very rude and it was very uncalled for. so now im just hoping this week goes by ok and that this weekend i will get to spend as much time with derek as possible. i have to work a lot. (one of my punishments for quitting, i get fucked) but one weekend wont hurt anything. we’re finally finally getting more serious about moving out into our own place. its just we have no motivation on the weekends to do anything other than just be together. but this week i need to get on that. we’re just getting a little apartment. we dont need anything big or dont want to get into a long lease because as things are looking right now, we’re moving to utah soon. i think that actually would be better for us. at least better for us financially. and as long as we’re together i dont care where we are. we had a pretty good weekend we went to see ‘war of the worlds’ i really really liked it. we also went to my cousins birthday party, hes 5, and it was a star wars party, it was cute. oh and we went shopping. we always go shopping a lot, its our favorite thing to do together. . .ok not our favorite ‘cuz our favorite doesnt involve leaving the bed, haha just kidding. anyway. . .but we had a great weekend. oh yeah we also got a new body kit for his remote control car. and we got to  paint it all up and everything. it looks so good. he spray painted it this really cool dark purple color and i did all the detail work and windows. its awesome. i love doing things like that with him.  we had his little girl, mykel,  yesterday too. she’s so freakin adorable i love her. and derek loves when i take her with me and do things with her. he always tells her to come play with me and tells her to take her toys and books to me so i can play and read with her. she helped me do the laundry yesterday too. oh and we had josh’s little girl, jezebel, too. so yesterday we all went out and the guys raced their rc cars and i went with the dog and the girls out to watch them. it was nice. like a little family. then we went for ice cream. it was a nice relaxing day. hmmmmmm i miss him so much during the weeks but i know he will always come home to me and thats what makes it tolerable and i know that it just makes what time we do get together on the weekends that much more special.