6/3/06

Well, this has been one of the most difficult periods of my life simply because I’m losing my ability to deal with all of the stress.  Damn near every relationship that I have is on the rocks, and I’m not coping well.  Perhaps I need to find another corner of the world to habitate and be on my own for a good while, just to let things blow over.  Maybe when I decide to rejoin my former life, things will be better, or at least different.  But I think I certainly need to have my own life where I no longer have to deal with and please the people who make me feel like this.

That acceptance letter needs to come this week.