Day Two

I am ten minutes away from failing this ‘write every day for 30 days’ thing…on day two of the challenge. Can’t honestly say I’m surprised though!

So it’s almost midnight and I only just got home from work about 20 minutes ago. It was not a great shift and has once again got me thinking about the likelihood of me being able to quit my job and just marry a rich dude who can support me and my lavish lifestyle (but really just to pay for my Netflix account and food). We’ve recently moved buildings and it’s just been a complete shit storm, made even worse by the fact that we’re now sharing the building with another group which just isn’t working. Technically, it’s only the second week that we’ve actually been operating out of this place and maybe the logical, adult side of my brain says to give it more time for everything to settle down and start working smoothly…but the regular side of my brain is just saying fuck it, where’s my rich husband at?

I really don’t have much to write about today aside from work…oh, but speaking of, there’s this guy that I now work with who I also hang out with outside of that hell hole. He’s been introducing me to all his friends and he often buys my drinks when we go out on weekends but has made no romantic moves whatsoever which is totally okay. I’m not sure how I feel about him; we definitely get along great but I don’t reckon it’ll turn into anything more than that. But him constantly wanting me to meet his friends and see me and buying me drinks has me thinking maybe he’s interested in me. But who knows? Not me, because I’m bloody clueless when it comes to these things. I will literally do nothing until the guy makes the first move and I can be absolutely and 100% certain that he’s into me – I’m not one to confess feelings first for fear of looking like a complete fool when it’s not reciprocated.

So yeah, that’s that and I’m going to bed now so I can wake up early tomorrow morning and participate in this whole ‘adult working’ thing.

Ashleigh