September 8, 2003

How we do it in the O.C., bitch.

Mother called me “Mr. Night Owl” tonight.

I stood outside and looked up at a moon with thin sheets of cloud being pulled across it, and my stomach pinched. I was filled with anticipation.

I am teaching myself piano.
I am doing the college thing… and actually learning this time.
I am fully present to enjoy the company of those people I love.
I am meeting people and socializing.
I am improving my treatment of my family.
I am staying rational.

And… I am eager to go to sleep… so that I may wake up for tomorrow.

P.S. I realized I never expressed my “Fuck You” to anyone who didn’t believe Bryan and I would accomplish all we set out to do on our road trip.

Consider it stated.

Cause we sure did the shit out of it… to be poetic.

good job david. im proud of you. its nice to know you have a positive attitude again. muah! see you on campus.

your entry title really made me laugh a whole lot. and i think it’s great how things have changed. i can only hope my road trip will yield similar goodness. i also just realized that i could have the same entry title if i were still in orlando. cause that’s orange county too. unless o.c. doesn’t mean orange county. heh.

hola senior. i looked at your website with photographs of your road trip. the man in arizona who fell down made me laugh for five minutes. good times. take care. -heathermariestudebaker

you sure did do the shit out of it!

🙂

You sure did.

That kicks ass!! It seems like things are going good, I`m very happy. I hope one day soo ya`ll will find a way to come see us here again. You know we miss ya`ll right?

so glad you got to do what you set out to do..thats always good..and I’m really glad that you are learning in school this time..Yay for us! *hugs*

I forgot to tell you that I finally wrote about what was bothering me. *hugs*

palabra.

oc is for suckas bitch. ha. see how we do and if you like it.

It would be awesome if ya`ll came back in the winter. Well it would just be awesome for you to come back. alright, bye

I love it when you leave me notes..cause you always make me smile…you’re so funny sometimes…I’d wish you’d write another entry to let me know how you’re doing. *hugs*

they play mystery science theatre on the science fiction channel on saturday mornings. 9 am, here. check you local listenings, sport! sorry. sport is so conescending. i meant david anton.

ryn: i wish you could be around to see it, or even be in it. i think you’d love it cause everything about it is just awesome. you could always make another road trip back over here to catch a show.

a diary called “james the bell” is where the bad poems live.

a lot of my 20-21 year old male friends are teaching themselves piano right now. seriously. not that i discourage it.

way to make me feel completely not unique rebecca. -David.

CinemaGal15

September 24, 2003

RYN: actually some have completely scabbed up and are healing, but the ones on my right side are harsher then the left and are still causing me pain, especially the one on my hand…grrr…but yeah…why havnt i seen you yet…were are u hiding?

pseudo-me

September 27, 2003

i hate not being able to cuss in notes. yeah fcuk all y’all! we did the shti out of that trip and got pics to prove it. we’re invincible (as long as we’re alive) and can do anything. we’re just uh, deciding what to do the shti out of next.