Crashed world

I am sitting in a Methodist hospital room, I was transferred here last night, and I have an 8 mm kidney stone.
The urologist in my case refuses to do surgery to remove it. I have been dealing with this since early June.
I am facing my first illness and hospitalization without my mom next to me. Mom passed away 2 days ago.
The shit got bad yesterday after going to the funeral home. Puking, fever, severe pain. Mandi took me to the ER, and they transferred me.
I will be here until tomorrow, Aunt Mary and Valarie came to see me, Sissy was here, and so was Aunt Chelle. Tomorrow we say see you later to
Mom which was supposed to be a family reunion, but instead it turned into a celebration of life.

I am out for now.

Song of Post: Show me the way to go home by:Chandler Kirkhart.