06.17.2025 Bill’s Services

I’m a witch and a devotee of Hecate, but my husband is an ex-Jehovah’s Witness and we had to go to California for his dad’s funeral services. I met his brother, sister in law and his ex wife (Connor’s mom) for the first time. I got back from California last night. I was so exhausted I literally slept from 11p to 9a, got up to get the dog from the dog sitter, then went back to bed and slept until 1:30p, got up to get the tomato plant from the tomato plant sitter (Theland) and then laid down again until 7p. So. Much. Sleep. I needed it so hard though. Jet lag, mental and emotional stress, physical illness and sleeping in a strange place… it was a lot.

I experienced love bombing for the first time. It’s insidious. It seems so well intentioned on the surface, if I didn’t know what was underneath I’d think it was harmless and loving. I loved Tamara though, (Ian’s sister in law). She’s cool as fuck.

I’m finally home and awake and alone for the first time and I just don’t know what to do with myself. There’s so much to do, I have such a hard time relaxing anyway but I think I’m overwhelmed. I need to make a plan. What are my goals? Where do I want to be? How do I get there?