Canceled.

I totally just canceled on Eugene.

The poor guy has been playing phone tag with me all week and we only finally got our plans ‘officially’ squared away this evening via text (he was working).

I guess that I just had a light bulb moment. Who cares if his parents own that restaurant. Who cares if he is planning on taking it over or whatever some day. He is still serving and bartending full time and our schedules are totally opposite (I don’t want to deal with that again). And as much as I get having to bartend and wait tables (I’m actually looking for a part time job doing one of those right now), I don’t want to be with a full time server. I’m trying to find something more, here… I’m not looking to go backwards. I need to keep my eye on the goal! 

I feel like I’d probably be wasting his time if we met up. I’m also feeling extremely, extremely lazy and sleepy. I want to put on my pajamas, curl up on my sofa, and find something to eat.

He said, "That’s cool; maybe tomorrow!"

I’m actually hanging out with Shannon tomorrow. We’re going to catch a movie or something (at a theater this time… so that we can actually watch the movie).

I’m pumped.