Christmas party

So, the Christmas party on Saturday was, well, pretty much exactly what you’d expect from a work Christmas party. I enjoyed it well enough, probably because I’m so starved for sociality that even relatively boring sociality is pleasant for me.

I’m pretty sure Erin was bored and felt out of place, but I’m still selfishly glad she came, since I don’t really know anyone at work yet, so she at least gave me someone to cling to. I also tellingly really liked having a “date” to go the party with. I even sorta stupidly told Erin last night that I thought I might be developing a crush on her, but I think it’s more that I have a crush on the idea of actually having someone to take to parties and be seen with. It is nice, and it’s just something that I’ve never really had on any sort of regular basis.

Speaking of romance, Bachelorette #3 has responded to my okcupid message, but we have yet to converse further. I still feel very hesitant towards moving things forward any, but this is the girl you all voted for, so I suppose I owe it to you readers. Besides, what’s the harm in seeing how things go?

Yours For Now...

December 3, 2007

It’s weird that you write about Erin that way, because isn’t she gonna read this? ~I’ll be

october rain

I don’t think there’s anything weird about the way you wrote about me. ^_^

=D ryn: I know – it was that way for me at first. It’s actually just a matter of practice I think! 🙂

Narciso

go for it, man. hanging out with a few girls at a time isn’t a bad thing. as long as you don’t lead them on.

Sleeping on it

I think it’s cute that you write about Erin in that way…I will admit I have a crush on you 🙂 Well on your accent and your writing!

I guess I don’t know what kind of relationship the two of you have. I imagine that makes a huge difference. ~I’ll be

Matt.

absolutely. you aren’t marrying her.

cheezit

ryn: So now I’m mad. I posted the entry and left it on FO and tried to go to sleep. Then I was thinking about the entry and how stupid it was, so that’s why I went back and privated it. Then I saw that you had already left a note and assumed that you had read it, so I put it back to FO. When in reality you hadn’t read it, and I should have kept it on private. Next time I’m not going to assume…

Although it’s funny how I got back to private it just before you were about to read it.

December 4, 2007

RYN: I should be LESS self-conscious after telling you everything, because you can probably understand better then anyone else now, but now I feel MORE self-conscious. That is why I private everything. I’m not sure why I feel like that, but I do have a couple of theories. He’s supposed to be tonight again. I promised him this time that I’d be on, so I guess we’ll see what happens. FUN!

Yours for now is JEALOUSSSSSSSSS. I kind of wish you would develop a crush on someone besides weird psycho reader people or people who don’t like sex. I’m glad you had “fun” if that’s what you want to call it. I LOVE work Christmas parties because you get to see all these normally reserved people get drunk and act foolish. Then again you don’t actually work with these people so never mind.

I think you should write a post saying something like, “Be honest with me. How many of you have crushes on me? I WANT THE TRUTH, NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH.” And make sure the notes are public so I can mock them all in private notes. Muahahahaha. It’s sad that I have to get my entertainment at work from your journal. I need more responsibilities. SOMEONE GET THEIR TAXES DONE

mksdlw

michael.

It is nice, sometimes, even if it’s superficial, just to be out with someone, be seen with someone. I’ve been like that about Keshan, sometimes, however much she was just fucking around with me.

M and K were our kid names, I guess. John was always a very adult “Hunter” cause he scared the shit out of me… he did, definitely, pick up the M thing from Kira, way back a zillion years ago.

Matt, it’s Kate. I started a new diary on OD because I think it’ll just be easier to put in everything I say on Peach in here. ADD ME!!!!!!! 🙂