Bad mood

Lets see.. Well, today started off OK but got bad, and by the end of the day I was in a VERY bad mood, like I could have snapped at anyone who did anything to bother me, but I dunno why I was feeling like that. Oh yeah, guess what! My stupid piece of shit alarm clock didnt go off! I woke up at 541 am, but I thought “Ill just lay here for a minute and rest” but then right before I woke up later, I had a brief vision of the clock showing 5:41 in my mind, and when I woke up again it was 6:42, which made me lizate! Late as a prostate! But i still managed to get to school on time, some how. Some other shit happened, but who cares?

Right now I am battling with feelings of worthlessness. Plus, Im mad. I really wish I had someone to comfort me, and be with me right now! BlAh! So ticked.. I feel like a little bug that has been squashed repeatedly by some big ass boots, with my guts squished everywhere, and my poor little body all out of shape.. and nobody even cares enough to even move me out of the way, or at least dodge me.. but oh well. People can walk around with my guts on their shoes if they want. Ive been thinking a lot lately, guy wise. I mean, I have been thinking that I should stop being so preoccupied with guys, and just have fun.. and if anything happens, let it happen, and if it doesnt, than it doesnt. I just, well, I dunno. Ive been very discouraged when it has come to guys lately, and I dont see what all the trouble is for. But when I havent given up before it has gotten good results.. but I dunno. Too much to think about.

Blaaaaaaaaaah! Im in such a bad mood! Also, got another one of my headaches today.. only this one felt different. In my head, it felt like a blanket.. I mean, the pain was warm, and seemed to go from the top of my head to the bottom, kind of like a fluid.. thats how smooth it was. It felt wierd, and it throbbed for a minute, so i just stood by my locker, waiting for it to pass enough to where I could use my motor skills completely. Oh well.. i feel like I am going to cry, so I will be going now.