taking a shower is a major goal

So.. Im feeling ok right now because I took my shower. Strange.. I feel like Ive accomplished something. I guess thats what it has come down to.. taking a shower is a major goal to accomplish. Now that Ive done that, I can do anything!

Last night kenny angel marcus and i went to burger king and got some food, and i ate it really slow, like constantly over the course of an hour and a half, and i guess it really messed me up because my stomach still hurts from it. Right now Angel made some hot dogs macaroni and beans, and im hungry and trying to eat it but my stomach is a little tender. I dunno what the problem is! Maybe I should learn to eat faster.

Marcus came over last night and we had this big old talk about serious stuff.. I mean, it got pretty tiring, even for him. And Im not sure if we got something accomplished.. I cant really tell yet. But at least I know that I can talk to him easier, if that counts as accomplishing something. Maybe it does..

I dont know when Im going back to indiana. yesterday kenny said that my mom told him it would be either friday or saturday. WELL if its friday, which is tomorrow, I THINK I NEED TO KNOW.Its just the whole principle of the matter, of HOW I NEED TO PACK,and HOW I NEED TO KNOW THAT IM GETTING UP IN THE MORNING TO GO BACK HOME. Ive had a good time here, and I know that I have a lot of crap to do once i get home. I was standing around and i thought of something that hasnt been on my mind a great deal lately: CHEWWIE. And I got really excited that i could see her soon, because she is truly one of my best friends even though she is a cat. Sounds lame, but I simply dont care. Shes the one that always listens to my complaints and lets me cry on her. Ahh.. I also have to see PayShays kittens. They should be walking around and everything now..

I also gotta see eric, and brent wants to see me… simon and nelly will already be heading back to germany, and i hope autumn and tanya arent working too much. I dont want to be sitting around when i get back..

*sigh* Im gonna go eat some baked beans.