Wasn’t born for the rose and pearl…

(Disclaimer: short little ranty/whiny note ahead)

So I think it is official: I am the only one of my friends to not be in a relationship.

That is super harsh to find out.

I woke up this morning, you know, feelin’ fine and all that. Realized that it was Saturday, also known as Falen’s girlfriend’s birthday party. So I think to myself, "hey, wouldn’t it be fun if I got all my friends together, provided car-pool to this party that is 40 minutes away, so we all wouldn’t arrive in the creepy part of the city alone?". Solid plan right?

The answers to my solid plan:

Caitlin – "Me and Liam are kinda quarrelling right now. Don’t know if we’re going"

Orysa – "Well, I’ll be with Aaron tonight. Don’t know yet…"

(Many more of the same variation)

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Come on!

These were the girls who (when single) all swore that they were so much more than "girl-friend girls". And now, it’s all "WE don’t know yet".

COME ON! You are 19 freaking years old! YOU ARE NOT MARRIED! You are allowed to have a life and some fun without your boyfriend around you at all times!

So not only does it look like I’m heading to this thing alone (which I really REALLY don’t want to do), but they way things are turning out, I will only know the people hosting.

When did everyone get on board the relationship train? And why am I still alone? I’m a nice person! I dance! I have a good, strong body! I’ve been told since I was a kid that I have beautiful eyes. Is my personality really that awful?

Great… just great. And now I feel all depressed.

Hooray for Saturdays…