I have been SOOOO Busy!
You know ever since OpenDiary lost all my stuff and hasn’t given it back I have been lost on what to write about…..I have been so busy day to day that the internet just hasn’t seemed important…..OMG did I just say that lol…..BEtween school and working full time I have had hardly any time to myself…..Which is just the way I like it…Keeps me out of trouble…So while I haven’t written here is some of the things that have happened….Jamie had his baby from what I can gather….I haven’t personally talked to him so I don’t know all the details but I hear he is named Jonathan and he was born on October 13th….Congradulations Jamie ( if you even read this ) I have been working so much I can hardly kkeep my eyes open….I love my job but you know its work so that’s all I have to say about that….School on the other hand is some hard work…I love my classes…it’s great to have my brain working again….God knows it was out of use for to long and I am proud of myself for going back….It’s hard to get to St. Kitts and back all the time but hey you gotta do what you gotta do….So here I sit at 6 am with nothing really due till thursday I have to work this afternoon but I have slept for 6 hours so far and I plan to go back to bed as soon as I am done writing this…..Jon has been great through this time in my life he supports my every decision and helps me through the ones I am stuck on…I couldn’t ask for a better person……Bobby and I hung out today for the first time since Much Music Day and it was fun although I found out today after like 4 years that he cheated on me…It hurts but it was so long ago and I really wouldn’t consider it cheating….I wasn’t really technically with him but it still hurts to hear anyways…..He was one of the ones that mattered in my life that I could have used to say didn’t do that to me now I have some thinking to do abou it…I cried of course but not because of what he did…( cmon it’s been 4 years ) but because he was the biggest influence of my life and I thought I could trust him to hold me up high but it turns out he didn’t and that rocked my world…Maybe I am just disillusioning myself but you know I’ll work through it other than all that not much else to say at the moment peace
Love,
Me