Mumble Jumble of everything mixed in One
Well I haven’t written once again in awhile so I thought I would write again….
You know love is weird it just creeps up on ya when you aren’t looking and *WHAM* there it is staring at you right in the eyes and you can’t help but feel all warm and cozy inside…. It simply amazes me that this man of all men would stick around waiting for me just to see if one time or another things would work out for us… I just can’t find the words to describe what I am feeling…I AM TRULY HAPPY for once in my lif…It’s an odd feeling…like I am waiting for the perpetual other shoe to drop and something to go wrong or waiting for myself to do something to fuck it up…Like Ialways do!
He makes me feel so ALIVE!!! Even my mom approves and she’s hard to make happy…. And *shivers* I got called the “Daughter in Law” the other day by both his older sister and his mother which doesn’t really bother me really since I love them both to death and would do anything for them…. But it’s just like thankies guys for the reassurance but I am taking it one day at a time here no rushing anything…..I guess that means they like me…I will take it as such for now.
I bought a dress for his mother’s wedding in May…which if you know me means OMG I BOUGHT A DRESS…see I don’t wear the things and if I do…..I DON’T BUY THEM!!! if I could take a picture of it I would and post it it’s red and black and has a baby doll look to it..it’s got a wavy ( can’t figure out how to describe it ) sewed looked at the bottom and it has ballet criscross strings at the top near the chest area and under the black strings it is red and omg I can’t do this dress justice by describing it lol….just take my word for it I will post pics when I am in it in May and then show it off i guess….Now I have to go SHOES SHOPPING YAY!!! any excuse to buy new shoes is a celebration for me lol…
So work is going fine my 3 months evaluation is coming up real soon and then that means I am off probation at work and well I hope everything goes well for the interview….I think I will do well…I do my job well get along with everyone and well I have been doing this job for 4 years off and on so it’s not like I am new to the club just new to this clubhouse lol….that’s a weird way of describing that but anyways…look I am going crazy I am arguing with myself now lmfao anyways before I start answering myself ( the cons of being up late by yourself ) I should end this here and go on a survey search *poof*
Love,
Me