Taken again……

 

Tell me about the time you:

Injured Yourself?

I burnt myself at work today…I didn’t mean too…Other than it would have to be emotionally when I chose the wrong guy to screw up with at the time and almost lost all those things that matter most to me…but in order to get it back I had to lose him as well which kinda sucked

Fell In Love?

Last time I fell in love it was o n My mother’s Wedding Day I fell more in love with Jon by the minute…although Bobby has always been in my heart and has refused to leave it it’s been 7 years lol

Became Violent?

I am not a violent person by any means..I can be but I don’t really recall the last time I got violent on someone…Maybe when I pushed Josh to get outta the house when I left him….that’s the last time I recall

Drank Too Much?

God this was years ago..the last time I drank wayyyyy too much was the time that Bobby and I went to the bar and spent 160 bucks on ourselves to drink life away…I was so drunk I thought I had alcohol posioning it was just a bad time all around lol but I had great fun whilst drinking.

Experienced Bliss?

The other day when Jon was here taking care of the girls…Just being in his arms while running the house for my aunt I had one great moment of pure bliss…I missed that feeling and with him I have found it again…It was too long in between moments of bliss to really care about such a trivial thing anymore till I found it again.

Did something you shouldn’t have?

I am always doing something I shouldn’t have but the worst one lately was prolly getting mixed up with Jamie although I really do care about him I shouldn’t have dropped everything just to do what I did and I stopped talking to him altogether for it which isn’t his fault but you know I had to get some order put back in my life

Created Art?

I drew a Bratts Doll Picture the other day for Kelsey and Jessica, which of course I have yet to finish colouring lol…I am alway sdoing something artistic…OOO I wrote a poem the other day too…YaY go me.

Surprised Someone?

I honestly don’t know the answer to this question lol…I don’t know if anyone was surprised latley…I know that Sacha will be surprised on the 29th…I got her that purse she wanted for her birthday…OOO I remember I surprised Jon when I bought a dress…Me in a dress yeah right but I bought one for the wedding anyways and it looks beautiful YaY surprises!!!

Went Somewhere Fancy?

My mom’s wedding was the fanciest thing I have ever done and it was just recently as well…I was dressed in a tuxedo that I rented and everything it was a beautiful day

Bought Something Expensive?

I bought myself a DVD player and  a DVD lately which wasn’t really expensive but the most expensive thing lately that or the dress for the weedding…. I don’t really buy expensive things all the time so I don’t know

Played a practical joke on someone?

I honestly don’t know this either…I am not a practical joker really….The last one prolly on Josh and Jon helped me out maybe I don’t know lol

Felt nervous in someone’s company?

I feel nervous in Jon’s company all the time…Thinking I wont measure up to what he waited for and he will just go but I take it one step at a time and I know he won’t leave still makes me nervous though

Felt Beautiful?

The other day at Jon’s house I turned around while watching T.V to catch him just staring at me…I was like “What are you looking at?” he said “Everything!” at that moment I knew he was talking about me and awww I felt so Beautiful I cried

Felt Unattractive?

I hardly feel this way lol but the last time was prolly while I dated Josh…he had the uncanny ability to make me feel hella ugly in his presence…I hated that.

Threw a Party?

May 2-4 weekend.  it was a blast it had friends and fireworks and all that fun fun stuff plus alcohol of course but I didn’t drink…I couldn’t 🙁

Was the Centre of Attention

OMG I have No IDEER on this one… Whenever I am with Jon I feel this way but he is in the centre with me sharing the limelight I guess you could say…Okay last time i felt that way was prolly with Jamie he could make me feel like I was the only one in the room…I loved that about him

Felt Betrayed?

Yesterday when Bobby told me that 4 years ago in our relationship he did “stuff” with Amy although I couldn’t tell you who Amy was or is I still felt betrayed even though it was so long ago…I can’t think about it so moving on….

Lied?

Prolly to Jamie when I last talked to him…I didn’t lie but saying anything…I just lied by acting like I didn’t really Honestly give a damn about seeing him…Although seeing him hurt like hell knowing what I did

Had A Fantasy?

All the time man lol…I live for these things they keep me going when the going gets tough in life!!!

Were Scared?

I was scared when I was trying to tell Jon that I loved him….I just couldn’t imagine him loving me back!

Felt Glad to Be You?

My mothers Wedding…I felt glad to be me while I let my mom go and walked her down the aisle I was proud to be me at that very moment….Prolly the proudest moment in my life as of yet!!!!