Life…

to live a life alone is not a life to live

to die surrounded by loved ones is the only way to go

i ask you for an answer to one very simple question

will you surround me as they lower my coffin into the ground,

wondering if i ever loved you

or will you shun me as i stand breathing in front of you,

just because i cared for you

be the one i never could and i will wait for you in heaven,

my arms outstreached to greet you

welcome to your new home

i cannot predict the future although i can only hope

just hope living my wretched life was nothing but a lie.