Meal prepping is so hard!

I mean, I make enough money to buy ready made meals but they are so expensive, it feels like I am not getting enough value for those frozen meals, literally making me wanting to start prepping my own meals, maybe I should! My cooking sucks tho, I’d rather eat food made by other people then to eat my own, even if the meals objectively tasted the same, I’d still think mine sucks more. IDK, some weird self hatred psychological hurdle for a gen z