chill…

taking time to breath and and assess your position every once in a while is mandatory to improve and find the next path to go down, maybe even to create the next path.. dont rush things is what im trying to say. following on from my penultimate entry i think the more love i give this girl in a peticular amount of time the more she gets tired and used to it, so now instead of trying to make her understand how much i love her i will let her figure it out by SLOWLY giving her parts of my love till we both have a fair exchange of it and letting her do some work for me aswell beause i feel i have to prove i am worth something and ive not been doing that so i think thats makign her think im more of a a fan than a friend. pls correct me if i am wrong and any advice would be appreciated. but besides that ive been keeping up on boxing and gym so thats good, starting to become more of a routine than a chore so.. yeah. thank u.