NoJoMo – 20 10 Hour Day. We’re getting better…
Who is more emotionally damaged: the narcissist or the masochist who surrounds herself with narcissists?
Well, I went toe to toe with Tom today. I even think I may have won. I got an apology. I didn’t get fired, even after telling him he was “the rudest man I’ve ever met” among other things. And I think our working relationship is getting a little better.
Tom does have his good qualities. I was about to edit myself, and then realized… who the fruck am I editing for?? Tom is a narcissist like my dad, right? Which is why I’m so frucked up… well… unlike my dad, Tom is always willing to admit when something is his fault. If he makes a mistake, he’s the first one to say so… now; getting him to THINK he made a mistake is the key.
10 hours today. Better than yesterday, but still too many.
I feel like time is flying past me. I have so much to do and so little time to do it in… and those words—which have been said before—have just never been truer. It’s just so insane.
And yes, C, we should, and will, meet. We should pick a weekend and a hotel and meet up on a Friday afternoon and spend two nights. Get two queen size beds in a hotel room with wireless internet and watch TV and sit around and talk and sleep in our pjs. Or we could meet and have lunch—but that sounds kind of… not like us.
A transformer blew today at work. Around 9am, everything went dark after a big boom. It took them two hours to fix. Good thing I had a mountain of paperwork to file. You can file in the dark if you’re a rock star like me.
Speaking of rock stardom, I’ve been totally over performing the last few days. “Not quite backsliding” EAT YOUR WORDS!!!
I have really hit my stride. The pain is gone. The drugs are out of my system.
I am almost completely back to being me.
If my heart wasn’t breaking in to pieces, I’d be in the best shape of my life.
Well, my husband and the heating blanket in the bedroom call for me!
Besides, a good night’s sleep beats 10 hours of being a rock star, right? Definitely!