NoJoMo – 22 Good Saturday

We had a pretty good day today.
Grant and I took Italics to the vet. He’s doing well. He got all his shots and has even lost a pound on his new diet.
After dropping Italics back at the house, Grant and I went to Walmart for gloves, wool socks, and a new George Foreman grill (that Grant really wanted). We also got hot chocolate.
Then, we headed over to Lane Bryant to pick up a new pair of jeans. Michael’s after that for more craft supplies. Knit, knit, knit.
 
I finished my hat today. I’ve been knitting myself a wool hat. It’s green. I’ll take a picture if I get the time. I’m starting on a scarf now.
 
I don’t really feel much like writing tonight. I feel emotionally drained from the week.
I’ve worked my ass off. I’ve fought through the pain. I’m working on getting ready for the holidays.
And now, it’s Saturday… and I thought it would all come crashing down… I thought I would cry it out. But I just feel numb.
I’m happy with my life… but I’m numb about the heartache from my loss…
 
 
 
…. I just can’t help thinking I won’t be ok until I write the entry I haven’t written. And I’m not sure when I’ll be able to write it. Maybe tomorrow…