Eager/scared

So my externship is coming up and i am so eager to get it over with because It means im done with school with papers with learning…not that you ever stop learning. But I get to join the real working world again. But im also scared because first i have to secure a site first and im not having much luck in that department. and i dont want to have to try last mintue to get one. But I sent a letter to the one I really really want and im going to call it tomarrow but if they dont have a spot im going to call planned parenthood, pregnancy support center, OBGYN everywhere just a whole bunch of different places.

So yeah im walking on the 19th which is only a couple weeks away YAY!!!! IM SO EXTRA EXCITED AND PROUD OF MYSELF. I did it i really did and i never gave up once!!!