Irritated

So heres whats happening.

A few dys ago i am at school and i get a phone call and its nancy and she was like you need to call the gas company because they shut the gas off. So i come home and call and they give me the whole speel about i need to fxax them this and that and wait 48hours to turn it on. Well in ohio they can not legally turn your gas off when you have infants in the home. Well here is what i found out! In may of 2008 they came and shut the gas off in this house. Whoever lived here before us turned the gas back on ilegally. Meaning that the gas we were using was illegal. And because it was ilegally on that whole rule doesnt apply to us, However i tried turing everything on in my name at the beginning of this month and it took them over a week to figure out that the information they gave me was wrong and i had to refax things to a new number, So if i had not done the resposible thing and tried to put the gas in my name it would have taken them a long time to realize the gas at this place was on.

And thats not all. At the begining of this month i received a water bill that was dated for march 5th, and i just moved in on the 3rd o i told my landlord and he said scan the bill and email it to him which i did and he would take care of it. So yesterday nancy comes home and there is this orange thing on my door from the water company that says our water is to be shut off. SO i call my landlord twice and get nothing. So i went to and took money out of the bank paid the bill and found out what i just paid off was the bill from Oct-dec and that i will be receiving another bill in april for Jan- March, So i email my landlord and tell him that since he doesnt want to return my calls i will be deducting that from my rent. and if he would like i will pay the next bill and deduct that as well.

Oh did i mention when i took money out of the bank the girl at the bank jipped me 15$ and when i called and told them, they said they would call me back and they never did.

So now i am irritated as hell, trying to decide if this is all worth it. I mean for real if you were a landlord would you not make sure everything was in order before renting the place again!!! I know i would.

So now i am heating my house with space heaters and by turning on my stove and cranking it to 500 and leaving the door open. Watch that break after this is all said and done.

And dont even get me started on how bryan got on my nerves today…..but since you asked here it is,

So I realize that he works and today i didnt have school so i took care of the kids. Well when he came home i made some dinner and we sat down and ate it. After dinner i asked him to please give me the bouncer and a bib so i could feed mayson…..and he goes no im not moving i am relaxing!!!! So i say fine and wen to get it myself, so as i am feeding mayson he goes upstair and goes to bed…mind you it was 7pm, Then Nancy goes upstairs and goes to bed. So at like 8 i go upstairs and ask him if he is just taking a nap or sleeping for the night, and he says leave me alone im tired and want to sleep all night(pissed me off) so i go downstairs start cleaning upo after dinner and mayson starts cryin i try to ask jayden to give him his binky and no thats not happening. so then i relaize hes hunngry so iput the water on to boil (so i have hot water to do dishes)and i feed him, but dont you know i try to put him down to actually do the dishes and the ENTIRE time he cries. I go upstairs thinking bryan would help me but oh no that is to much.

So i put jayden to bed gather mayson up and go to my moms to take a bath. Come home and jayden isnt even sleeping hes playin around in nancys room. So heres my iissue. Like i previously stated i understand that bryan works and he wants to relax and all but what happens in 4months when i am done with school and I have a job as well? Can i come home and be like i worked all day im tired i want to relax? NO BECAUSE I AM FEMALE AND I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF THE KIDS! What his excuse then his job is more stressful???? This is how WOMEN are STRONGER the MEN because we can go to work and come home adn cook dinner and take care of the kids. Yeah there are some men who do that but women are expected to do it.

Fuck 25 I dont see it lasting