on the nose

So here is my horoscope for the day: 
 You can’t let your heart rule your head today, as tempting as that may be. Lots of other folks are blowing up today and if you add your explosive power to the mix things could get pretty crazy quickly.

Its true. Let me explain why.

So every other year my Aunt Pam and cousins come up from florida to visit us on christmas, and we usually do christmas at somebody else house every year except when my aunt comes up. Those years my grandma has christmas at her house. So my mom gets to thinking about it and "she was like ya’know grandma is 72 -73 years old she shouldnt have to be put under the stress of it and Pam only comes once every other year she should worry bout spendin time with family on christmas not cooking." And she was right. So she asked me if i can have it at my house and i said yeah, then she asked my aunt and grandma about it and they were all up for it. So my mom goes to tell my other aunt and uncle and my aun Jeannis blows up. Talking about you had not right to move christmas without asking it was my year to have it blah blah blah. And im like Really its that serious, and besides my mom did ask the ppl it concerend, wheher my grandma has it or not they still have to leave their houses and go somewhere, plus we are still going to be together. 

So my grandma called them after jaydens birthday and she said my uncle was fine with it. Well a couple days ago My mom and i were coming back from taking the boys to see Santa and i told my mom to call my aunt and see if we could borrow her table. So my mom calls and my aunt straight out goes "I dont wanna talk to you" and my mom gives me the phone and my aunt was like " Let me call you back" Well she never did call back. But my mom was like they are really being selfish them and your dad. And i was LIke my dad and she said yeah apparently my mom overheard my dad on the phone with my uncle makin plans for christmas. 

Like really even my own father doesnt want to come to my house on christmas WTF. So it made me upset. ANd then i got mad again because i pulled my grandma out of the secret santa drawing and i got a big collage frame and was going to make a family tree out of it. It was going to have an individual pic of everybody and then a big family photo in the middle of it. Well my dad hates havin his pic taken but i figured its for his mom why not. Well he absolutely refused and  when i asked to please stop and take a quick one he just ignored me and walked on by. I was pissed 

ANd then my aunt finally calls me back last night and i was like i wanted to know when i could get your pics for the thing and she was like oh well you can come tonight. So i was like okay. 

I never went over there by the time i got done doing what had to be done i was to tired and sick. And that was my only shot to do it cause i had to have the photos in today to get em by tonight, So heres what i figure If these people want to act like 5 years old fine i give up, If they dont want to make an effort to be apart of the family fine i wont count you as family. My dad included im tired of lookin the other way at their behavor acting like its acceptable when its not. I mean this is so ridiculous im about to give up on christmas all together. And when thats coming from me a person who is obssesed with christmas well its bad.

So next year i will be doing nothing because i refuse to go anywhere. Im done my children will not be exposed to the ignorance 

Heres the photo of the boys with santa