People are retarded

So i have been kind of annoyed the last couple days because everyones going to the massilon v mckinley game. Im not a big football fan (hell i dont really care for it) but if i go to a game i do watch it(maybe not know whats goin on but whatever)

Well last week bryan was like well im gonna go to the game with my mom and i was like okay i thought you didnt want to go because it was in massilon but whatever. And then he goes well were gon go at 10am to tailgate with ray and earl(his gm and comanagers at work) and Ray’s family and im thinkin these are the guys you complain about all the time about how they get on your nerves but your gonna go hang with em’ and tailgate for a HIGHSCHOOL football game. So i was like whatever ill jis go n hang with mariann for the day, well here two days ago she like well i dont want to see allen(her boyfriend) so im goin to the game too!  Which leaves me OUT! nobody even bothered to ask if i wanted to go, So now bryans spendin all this money on beer(to supply to ray and rays family whom he dont even know) and then hes buyin food to supply to these people. So i was like well since im not gon have anything to do can i have some money to maybe take jayden some where and he gonna give me this attitude like OH I GUESS HOW MUCH DO YOU WANT so i was like jis give me 20$

So now bryans is askin me to go get cups for his beer and if we have a cooler and im jis like dude look for yourself i mean you guys are the retarded ones who are blowin this highschool football game all out of proportion like its the dayum superbowl. Like they are renting a tent because its suppose to rain and they are grillin and gettin drunk (so i feel left out because they are gonna be out havin fun and i just get left behind like oh whatever) And bryan was like oh you know you’d go if we asked and i was like first of all i might go to the game but i wouldnt tailgate for four hours before the thing started and second of all im not so irresponsible to take my 2& 1/2  year old out in the rain and cold for 6 hours just to watch some teenagers hit eachother(Because his sister doesnt wanna see her boyfriend so bad that she is taking her 2 & 1/2 year old out there knowing hes gonna be bad and not gonna wanna sit there all that time) But it was like i said they are retarded people

And now bryans mom keeps blowin up my phone tryin to get me to bake peanut butter cookies so they can take em to the game. NO i am not your slave and am not making shyt for people i dont know or care about. especially ray because i was bout to slap him today. trying to be sarcastic when he said i shouldnt be sleepin in until 10am when i should have been bringing bryan ciggarettes. First of all i do not bend over backwards to serve any man especially bryan. second of all bryan is god dayum lucky i brought them to him and i swear to god if ray ever talks to me like that again whether he is trying to be funny or not i will straight punch him i dont care where we are at and who is watchin.

But its okay im calming down now and i think im gonna take jayden to this pumkin festival tomarrow night and im not askin bryan to come even if the game is gonna be over. I may never get to have fun by myself with other adults like he does but at least i can have fun with my child and since he barely tries to make an effort to do fun activities with us thats fine too!