Shutdown

Ya- know sometimes its hard to beleive in horoscopes because one day they cant be any further from the truth and then on days like today they are right on.

Here is your Today’s Cancer Horoscope
Someone close needs to hear how things are going with you — and you should open up, even if you’re not totally cool with how things have been going. Your honesty should score major points!

Heres the thing I want to get the things off my chest but its hard. If any of you watch the show on MTV Teen MOM this weeks episode the one girl (AMBER) is sort of goin through what i am. And she worded it perfectly, when she said ( and im paraphrasing a lil)"Its hard being so vulnerable. always having to depend on somebody for everything, especially when you have your kid/s to think about"

When she said that I was like dayum she hit it on the nose. Thats how i feel. Like seriously for the past week I have been (lets just say) Moody So i just been shuttin down to bryan, been in my own lil world and i was good. And this entire week he has spent more time with the kids. Putting together puzzles with jayden and playin him in the snow and playin ball with Mayson. And this is all i want its all i am asking for. But hes usually so far up my ass it seems he cant bother with his kids. Plus some other things.

ANd then theres the problem of when we talk he listens but he dont put it into action which is more frustrating.

GRR now i have to go pick him up early so ill write later