There was an attempt

So here is the first attempt at typing. Having the keyboard on my lap helps a lot so there’s that. The surgery went ok from what I gathered, The hand surgeon said it may take a few days longer than normal because it was really bad. I’ve been itching to get back to work, to feel useful again. I hate feeling so useless, so helpless.. I had to cancel therapy tuesday because I couldn’t get out of bed. I haven’t felt that awful in a while and it couldn’t have come at a worse time, I needed to discuss what I knew would come, I hate how much I’ve cried feeling like I’m just a waste of space right now..

I don’t know what I wanted to write, but the pain won’t allow much of it anyways, I suppose I’ve reached my limit..