How do I explain this bliss?

I find myself caring less and less about anyone or anything other than Catherine. Im just wandering through life, waiting for the next time Im with her. Love really does seem to be a drug; I crave her most of the time. But even though I crave her, once Im with her theres no delirious state of outrageous ecstasy. Its just bliss.

I arrived in Cork last Saturday night and met Catherine near the bus station. And Ive been normal since then. Shes so beautiful, and Im beginning to stop asking why shes bothering with me and just enjoying all of it. We have such a good time together. Itsa relief.

The problem is, returning from this is hell. Leaving her and all I love about being with her and going back to a fluorescent room until I find time to see her again. I just wan to re-visit her as much as possible. Im addicted to her, I want to kiss her hand and tell her I love her.

And right now I can, because shes only a few yards from me.

*Aww* Nice!!! Glad to hear that she is with you…it really is lovely… Sent you a txt a little while ago….Im sure you know I am taking the piss at this stage…I kept having flash-backs to the ‘Elizabeth’ incident…. Enjoy Pacman! ;O)

Embryo

January 28, 2003

And where can I find this fluorescent room?

Ben

… anyone else on the breakup pool?

Y’know, drugs have a bad rap. And things like drugs have it even worse. Event he word “drug” sounds like some kind of nasty troll lurking under a bridge, but I’m digressing. She makes you happy, and sure when you aren’t with her you are unhappy, but you’d be worse off with the general unhappiness that would be the alternative. If that makes any sense.

RYN: Did I not send you the txt about how you can play Pacman on Nokia phones by typing menu, then 6216?? There’s no pacman-it changes the language on the phone to Turkish or something….. Whatever I sent you, you replied ‘seciously? Does that really work?’….Now Im confused!!!