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I wrap in cottons and wools and drink hot beverages; cup after cup.  Warmth evades me as if it were true love today. 

I am in a better spirit and mindset and I say that in jest as I know that I am enough – and I am lovable…but as a beautiful butterfly, it has eluded me thus far.  All the sweeter when I catch it – or it catches me.  We will see.

I work furiously from home with people all over the world, trying hard not to sound sick.  Though my day is not done yet here on the west coast – it is everywhere else so I am closing it down early and getting in my soaking tub.

Afterward I will roll out the new rugs and hang the décor in the living rooms.  Even if it takes me all weekend I am going to get every piece of cardboard out of this house. 

It’s time it look like my home.