9/1/06

I hate this time of year.  The end of summer, the slowing down of life.  Oh, I’m supposed to be putting together an outfit for the Kansas City Renfest, I might go out and work for someone, reading tarot cards.  I should be working on memorizing them… it would be two months worth of work, and I’d get $5 a reading so even if I do only 6 readings a day I’d be making $30.  A bit more income until I get working at the IRS again for training.  All I have to do is get through September and October and I’ll have a bit more income.  Looks like training might end right before christmas, which they might put us into lay off status until mid january. I think I can make my checks last until I go back to work at that point.  I’m really really excited about this.  Looking forward to it actually.

It takes me off of having to work so many returns per hour, so that is a great thing.  I’m really looking forward to health insurance, mostly looking forward to that. I need to have my heal looked at badly, it’ll be the first thing I do, after getting health insurance and finding a doctor.  I’ll also have to see about getting a psych doc too.  Mmm, with this new position I could really make good money, and I’ll likely make grade faster as well.  Which is going to be really good. I do think I’ll hit my grade six either towards the end of 07, or the begining of the 08 season.

I wish I could get out of this funk I’m in now though.  I might pop a prozac just for it, and take a lithium to make sure I don’t over go up.

Then again .. blah.  I should just get up and do something. Like maybe shower, do some more laundry, something.

I’m feeling lonely again, don’t know why.

give Jenn more *HUGS*