Dream entry

An interesting dream.

I was standing along side a road, in a cheerleader outfit and a coat that was several sizes to big for me. We were working through chants for the upcoming game. We must have finished because we were walking away and the scene changed to me wearing a long skirt and a nice top with a cardigan (something that is a bit Laura Ashley and even too preppy for me). Anyhow I was in line with people that mean nothing to me in my waking life. I made a comment about not being able to let someone do something illegal, that despite them being a friend of family member I’d have to turn them in. This was in regards to someone else in the group that seemed to be a family or two. We all get to where ever it was we were going and the little brother of a guy sitting across from me says something about me being the type of girl who is rare, the kind to keep. Some line or something like it out of a movie or something. So the scene moves foward and suddenly I’m aware that the guy across from me wants me to marry him. I stand up and say that we can’t until we talk, that there were things about me he didn’t know that might change his mind. He said something like it didn’t matter or something, and leaned over put his head against mine and whispered things.. strange things like the fact I’d never have to look for a baby sitter (in my mind it indicated his family would always be around to help). I stepped back and said, we needed to talk as having kids wasn’t something I wanted to do. Then suddenly I got defensive, like I had to convince him to talk to me first but didn’t want him not to want to marry me.

The scene moves on things happen around me, and finally I just say yes, I would marry this guy. So I stand up and go to walk to the other room a kitchen where Micah (the guy in my dream) is cooking breakfast, his cousin comes with me and instead of me getting to tell him I agree to marry him, his cousin does.

The dream continues on and every aspect of this dream I don’t get any chance to talk to Micah, the plans get made around me, things move quickly and I’m going through all the motions. I have to tell my sister I agreed (in my dream I have an older sister and it is not Emily my real life sister). So on the day of the engagement party I tell my sister, some how it comes out that it was arranged by our dad. Either way once I tell my sister I still have not been able to talk to Micah about things I feel we need to.

In real life the phone rings so my subconcious didn’t get to finish working through what ever it was it needed to.

Impressions from the dream that stand out the most: Micah is Jewish and exceptionally good looking. Something about him is welcoming and safe feeling. Large family was important, it was the comment about always having a babysitter that stands out, the fact he had a large family that I would be part of is what made me say yes. The fact I never got to talk to Micah about things I felt were important things that might make him upset to know after we got married.

Important waking thoughts of the dream: No one represented anyone I know in life, Justin was not remembered or even thought of, the only thing that slightly resembled any part of my life was the fact I did do pep squad in high school.