I caved.. I have a myspace :/

Yea, I caved. Melanie a good friend of mine was just the last person who asked if I had one and I finally meandered off to get one. I know some of my fav’s that I read have them as well.. if you care to share yours with me (those who I am a fav of or you are a fav of mine..) I’d gladly share.

I’m not going to do my major blogging there, I’ll still keep my OD, as I have the last so many years of my life blogged here.

Of all the good things to come out of myspace… Jackie.

I went looking through my high school’s and looked through HB’s, and well I found a friend of mine Sheila, and I picked someone I didn’t recognize from Sheila’s friend list that was also in our high school and mentioned that sheila’s page wouldn’t let me add her (links might have been temporarily broken) so when I sent the note to the other person I mentioned we shared a high school I as trying to get in touch with Sheila and to remind her who I had been best friends with, listing Jackie.

Well after I sent the note I noticed that in my IE backbutton list it showed myspace Jagvir. Well (yea Argent that’s what I thought too..) so I went back, looked the myspace page open and realized it was Jackie. Damn I felt like such an ass, introducing myself and using Jackie to Jackie. Lame I know. So I sent her another note apologized for not recognizing her, let her know I wasn’t doing anything like stalking her and if she didn’t want to try to become friends again I’d just let it go.

Well she noted me back, added me as a friend and now I understand what the whole fiasco was about. It had nothing to do with me, but where she was in her life, she was just starting a divorce and was really angry at the world. So she has apologized, asked if we could work on being friends again just as the people we are now.

Well being that she is like the one person in the world I would have done anything to become friends with again I was pleased.

A friendship that meant so much but yet I don’t have to let go of.

I figure I won’t ever get to be “best friends” with her again, and not that I would expect to as I like the two people who are my best friends, and they have been through so much with me and all my changes… yea. But it will be nice to have Jackie back as a friend.

Wonders never cease sometimes.

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Oh found my cousin, you know the one person in all the world I hate…

she’s not done much with her myspace, but she does have a picture that includes me and my mom in it. GOD I could just spit she makes me so angry. So I found out where she’s at Missouri Valley Iowa.

I know the city where my grandpa is. Now the big thing is how to find his address and get a wedding invitation for him. I miss him so much and I hate that my cousin has taken him away from the family. Apparently she’s had baby 8 recently, back in october. Her myspace is http://www.myspace.com/mommyto8 she may be the mommy of 8 but she’s not the parent to 5 of them. GOD I can’t believe she’s not stopped having kids.. of course her my space shows only baby baby pics of her first 5 as she’s not been in custody of any of them since she moved to Iowa because California took them away.

Ok, anyhow enough of her..