I know you yes?

I have the oddest feeling one of my note leavers is someone I know a bit better… than just a note leaver.

[paloflindz] It seems odd but I feel like I know you outside of OD…. Either way thank you for looking out for my best interest.

Im completely aware of how things with Joey need to go…

I realized something last night when I learned so much about somethings about Byron. He broke up with Jaki last Thursday. I really wish I could talk to her but my puter access is limited. Im glad Rebekah was there for her to talk to. Ok anyway let me explain what I realized before I get to far off on that. I talked for quite a long time last night with Byron slightly ignoring Joey but well… Im glad I got to. Mostly because I realized how much I am over Byron. He was just talking about this girl he met and what not and suddenly said that he would stop if it was making me jealous. I realized it wasnt. It didnt bother me at all, and I told him to go on. While I sat there and listened it dawned on me that I was actually over him. I am at the point where I am no longer hurt by what happened. Im over it all and actually would not take him back. That was the one chance he blew. Only one. That is what I ment the whole time when you only get one chance. Total pain in that matter and once I get over the pain that’s it. No more I wont risk it again.

I wrote Joey an email that I think he’ll like very much and have yet to check my email to see if he replied. Though Im sure he must have by now. Ive tried waiting around today to talk to him and see how he is but alas I must get to packing. I found the house Im going to rent, I got it and well now I get ready to move. I hate moving all the damn boxes. Fill them move them empty them. ::sighs:: well…. ::sniffs irritatedly at the boxes::

Im off to pack this was a small update to keep my OD from getting archived…..