I see…

Survey. Something I havent done in a long while.

I see… Well the frong of this monitor..

I need… To be loved

I find… That I hate baseball season.

I want… To have him for my birthday. 🙂

I have… to much to do in April, to much change happening.

I wish… I could wake up and every thing in life be exactly how I want it to be.

I love…Christopher! My littel brother.

I hate…Not very many things. Only my cousin Shauna.

I miss…Joey

I fear…Being alone for the rest of my life.

I feel… Worried. Robert just read my last entry before I could get the chance to tell him not to. grrr…

I hear… The TV Dateline is on and they are talking about Timothy McVay.

I smell…fresh air, Ive got the windows open.

I crave… To kiss Robert and have his arms wrapped around me.

I search… to find myself.

I wonder… If I ever will.

I regret… Nothing.

~When was the last time you..~

Smiled? When Robert came online.

Laughed? Hmm sometime today but I cant recall over what heh.

Cried? Today, when my friend Dunc said that the mistake I made was unforgivable and that he wished I would leave him the f*ck alone.

Bought something? I bought lunch today!

danced? This afternoon while listening to the radio. With my cat though I dont think Aethena appreciated it much 😉

Were sarcastic? Last night or rather it was very very early this morning when my friend Erik and I were teasing each other..

Kissed someone? I would have to say last October. Jason the guy I was kinda dating while I lived in San Luis Obispo.

Talked to an ex? Hmm I talked to Jordan yesterday, and I talked to Byron sometime with in the last week, maybe only like three days ago. Oh and I talked to Jason today.

Watched your favorite movie? Wow, its been about a month maybe.

Had a nightmare? Not last night the night before that. Ive been having them a lot recently.

~A Last time for everything~

Last book you read The Ghatti’s Tale, Book Two, Im currently reading Book three. Its a reread of the trio.

Last movie you sawHannibal

Last song you heard Edan’s Crush song was GoodBye.

Last thing you had to drink Jones Soda a Vanilla Cola.

Last time you showered Well it will be in a hour or so… cuz I shower at night. Still to happen today.

Last thing you ateChicken nuggets from McDonalds.

~Do You…~

Smoke? No

Do drugs? I have in the past. I have stopped, but I cant say I wouldnt do them again.

Have sex? Yes though its been about a month.

Sleep with stuffed animals? Only if my cat over ate her dinner 🙂

Live in the moment? Sometimes.

Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Not currently, Ive been single for about 2 weeks.

Have a dream that keeps coming back? Yes my damn fish tank dream, though I havent had it in awhile. Ive been dreaming about Paul a lot though.

Play an instrument? Piano.

Believe there is life on other planets? Never thought about it, there could be.

Remember your first love? Yes

Still love him/her? Yes

Read the newspaper? no

Have any gay or lesbian friends? yes, dont most people who are online?

Believe in miracles? nope

Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever? Depends on what your being faithful to.

Consider yourself tolerant of others? I try to be but usually people annoy me. They can be so stupid.

Consider love a mistake? Never

Like the taste of alcohol? Yup

Have a favorite candy? Crunchies by Cadbury, though I cant get them here in the US

Believe in Astrology? I believe it affects your personality I do not believe it will predict your life.

Believe in magic? No

Believe in God? That is too long to get into in a survey

Pray? I have, but recently no

Go to church? no

Have any secrets? of course

Have any pets? Just my cat Aethena

Do well in school? I did some grades and others I didnt.

Go to or plan to go to college? Yup

Have a major? I want to be a teacher but Im going to get my MCSE, Cisco and Novell Certifications.

Talk to strangers who instant message you? Hell no

Wear hats? I have before dont currently

Have any piercing’s? Just my ears. One hole each ear.

Have any tattoos? Yup one on my hip I plan on getting my other one soon, maybe for my birthday.

Hate yourself? Not always but at times.

Have an obsession? SXC

Collect anything? Elephants and glass.

Have a best friend? Yes

Wish on stars? I have and I usually do if I see a shooting star.

Like your handwriting? Handwriting you mean write with my hands not type 😉

Have any bad habits? yes lots of them.

Care about looks? Im not obsessed with them but I do like to get dressed up sometimes including my make up and hair and what not.

Believe in witches?Do I believe in witches like people who can actually cast spells and those spells work. No. I do believe in people who consider themselves witches.

Believe you actually did this survey? Yup. Stole it from another OD to.. What theif I am ::winks::