Major change

I moved.

Im now living just outside Kansas City Missouri. I drove here from California. Things with Justin are so far so good. I keep waiting for the part where it wont be so good, I know its coming.

I do have a few things about Justin that bug me a bit, and Im not sure how to tell him, or if I should even bother. His best friend will thinks Im prissy, I knew that would happen because Im a bit more…. well, blah I dont know how to say it politely, Im more classy then Justin or Will.

Manners are a huge thing with me and Im noticing a lot of small manners that I always just thought everyone did.. or was at least taught by their parents… like using the word thank you. Elbows on the table, smacking your mouth while you eat… bah. I dont want to seem parental to Justin, but some manners are really important to me, I was just raised that good manners will get you a lot.

You are probably wondering why the hell Im in KC, and what am I doing out here… and what about school and such.

School I couldnt afford anymore, I signed out, packed up my car and moved to live with Justin, who offered me a place to stay until I can get a job. At that point I can save up to get my own apartment, or stay here with him.

I didnt leave my parents house on bad terms, like after an arguement with my mom or anything, so my cat and my stuff should be ok for hte most part.

Bah, Im thinking to much today. Im not sure its exactly the right thing to think about either….

I did just up and move which is crazy… I miss home a lot, but not enough to want to or need to go back yet.

Justin doesnt think towards the future very well. Which is something I think bothers me…

I need to hurry and get a job, which doesnt seem will be to hard because everywhere around here is hiring. Minimum wage is smaller out here dramatically smaller so Im not sure how that is going to work. I honestly need about $800 – $1000 a month to catch up on bills get my credit cleaned up again etc.. I was stupid for quitting pacbell when I did. Bah, oh well. Live and learn. SBC is out here in MO, with southwestern bell so I’ll see if I can pick up a job with them. It’ll be good money at least so we’ll see how it goes.

Too much thinking and worrying to do, I’ll try and write more again soon.