New friends in suprising places

So I think I have managed to make a new female friend, not an online one but one from life.  Which is cool, because I truly need more local female friends.  In my Saturday troupe Garou LARP game they’ve been putting fliers up in all the game stores in the area to encourage new players (which always gives life to a game).  Well Jasmine saw a flyer contacted our lead ST and starting to come play.  Because of character situations we’ve exchanged emails so that we can do a bit of downtime Role playing, and now she is sending me emails outside of the game.. like in a friendly way.

Jas is a great RP’er and I like her well as a person, pretty easy going.  So its nice to make a new female friend especially since she has no predjudices against my bipolar disorder, (most people I know have seen my moods before they knew I was bipolar and can’t seem to get over its not my usual behavior).

Of course I am trying to do my best to open myself up to a new friendship and not stand guarded that she might be up to something (part of my mood disorder is to sometimes be too guarded adn paranoid as a defense mechanism because of how people have reacted to my behaviors).

Ahhh on that note I went into the pdoc yesterday, stupid me I was supposed to be there monday and for some odd reason read the 7.24/06 on the appointment card as 7/26.. D’oh. But they were going to see me anyhow until an emergency came up, which is fine I got reschedualed for next Week.  Since I’m all of schedual with my sleep pattern, because of being sick, I’m totally off my medication.  Not good for me, so I’m not going to run out yet.  I’m a retard for going off them though as the lithium helps me keep a day schedual to begin with.

I’ve stopped spending money, I was on a spending spree, and I’ve managed to pull that compulsion into place.. I think.  Either that or the fact I’m out of money…

Ahh, few entries ago I mentioned losing track of my monthly, it came with a vengence yesterday.  So now I documented when it came so if I forget at least I can keep track.  Its bad this month so I’ve not done anything but sleep, whine and feel sick.

Justin’s been great recently, which has been nice.  When we crawl into bed together we’ve been spending down time before sleep talking, I love when we do this.. it is like reconnecting at the end of the day, even if we had just spent it entirely together.