POS Day…..

Yes, that’s what Im having is a POS day. Ok things looked up I got to talk to my friend Melanie after waiting all week. Then suddenly mid conversation I have realized I left my cards at work, all my id, my atm ect. So on my day off, I go to work. Get my cards. Then on the way home my car makes this horrendous noise. Its the brakes…. I need new ones, of course the noise was my right rotor so I need new one of those too. Both sides of course because they are too thin that the um mechanic cant um smooth them. So after an oil change, new brakes, rotors, brake fluid flush and $300 I will have my car again.

Of course I dont have enough money for the rest of my bills because this car thing was not an expected cost. So now I have no extra money to pay bills nor the next two weeks. Of course Im in a bitter mood today because of things I keep hearing about Byron on top of it. All I can say is he is not looking at this with his mind but what his heart wants and its irratating me. Im irratated mostly because I dont want to see him hurt, and I want to get on with my life. Ive gotten to the point where Im starting to see him as he is not as how he appeared to be towards me.

Love him I do, but trust him I dont. Im so sick of shit right now…… everything. Im pissed today and I have no reason why, well yes I do my car… money, and love. The three things I hate most right now. Ok Im done bitching for now maybe later I’ll talk with some sense.