Save the Cats not the Computer!
So I dreamed that I had to pick between my two cats and my computers from drowning in this water that was going to drown my house. For some odd reason only my cats could fit in my car to get away from this water. I didnt have time to get the computers and the cats although I tried very hard.
I was upset that I lost my computers, and that my family didnt help me get them safe, even if it was the tower to my desktop and my laptop, it wouldnt have taken much to save just those, I could replace all the other parts inexpensively, but the data on my hard drives, gone. But I saved my cats. I put Aethena in her carrier and Bear in the pink and blue basket with a lid that had a wicker like clasp to hold him in. Saved the cats, not the compters.
I have no clue what the dream was about, other than the water thing appearing again, and my grandfather and cousin was the family that wouldnt help me. I had Aethena as a large part of the dream, like she was the cat I knew I actually was carrying around looking for her carrier, and once I was out of the drowning house I knew I had both my cats in these carriers, despite the fact that Bear wasn’t actually in the dream. ::shrugs:: Odd dream, brough on by who knows what. Ive been a bit manicy, staying up late, getting up easily for work with only a few hours sleep, working both jobs, mind racing, thinking on all kinds of crap while trying to sleep. Its not a major manic episode, but it was enough to have Justin ask me if I was manicy last night because I was talking, really fast, probably about as fast as I am typing right now, with my thoughts going 50mph as well. I dont mind being manicy, only that it usually leads to the downside, well actually I get manicy after a downside, but the downside will come again, but be harder because I was manicy after the last one.
::Breathe:: Wow. Going like a race car I am.
It might be the good weather, Im one of those people affected by weather, and its been nice and semi warm upper 40’s and lower 50’s during the day, and SUNNY. So my mood is good because of sunshine, and Im not sleeping the day away to miss the sunshine Im actually up, at work, near a window that I can see the sun in. So yeah, wonderful weather, good moods, and well crazy dreams.
Im actually going to try and get some things accomplished while Im up, because while Im down that just will NOT ever happen.
To do list:
Get taxes mailed to mom so she can do them and send em back on time.
Update VC site.
Work on Database for Character background for Tori.
Laundry.
Write on my story more.
Write Bio’s for Elena, Joey, and my Cam Malkavian Character.
Work on Newsletter with Kristen. (email Kristen to set up time to do so)
Finish book Im reading from the library.
Grocery shop
Ahha my todo list.
I understand wanting to do things while you’re feeling up… the horrible thing is that by murphey’s law you usually crash halfway through your list. I was a scary manic. I look back on that now through somewhat of a fog. After medication it’s passed and I’ve been able to drop the medicine and not have a recurrance (yet). Good luck, I hope that you don’t fall too far. Take care,
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Is there something very important on the computer?? Perhaps a file you are worried about loosing? I have strange dreams like that as well. Ryn: Thanks for your cute note. We live in MI. So I know what 5 minutes weather is like. 😉
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Do you feel that your family is withholding information (or opinions) from you? Water is often a symbol of something emotional… Floods are overwhelming emotions (sometimes). And protecting your kitties was just a natural reaction, and something that I believe shows compassion. Hugs
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