So much….

Since my last actual entry has been entered… So much crap. Ethan and I were on again and off again over the Christmas holiday. The off point….. never returned to the on point or acutally its a waiting point, not an actual off point.

Then this friend of his who was supposed to be friends with me as well…. God she lied to him about stuff about me. He called me on it to tell me what was said and I thinking he was accusing me lost it. I freaked out yelled and what not. Mostly over the fact I can not believe she did this to me. I’ll go into what the lies were in a later entry when I can explain it nicely and with facts as I see it and not have me well putting her down to much. Im still very angry at her about it. Come to find out Ethan did not believe her, he knew I would not do something so malicious. That was the point we both agree’d that if we were to even be friends again we could not have our other friends involved.

We are friends again, which is nice. He is a main person in my support with my bi polar.

Went out with my friend Lauren Saturday… Im being lazy and tired now so I’ll write more later….